Thursday, December 23, 2010

The One

Volt egy furcsa almom es azert keszult ez a kep. Az almom egy lanyrol szolt aki minden ferfival jatszott, es egy sem kellett neki. Tulsagosan valogatos volt, es nem latta hogy mindenkit megbant, es mindenkit akit szeret eltaszit magatol.  Az istenek megbuntettek azzal hogy fava valtoztattak es egy kietlen domb tetejere tettek, hogy orokre egyedul maradjon. Nagyon reg volt amikor ezt almodtam es nem tudom elmeselni hogy hogyan volt, de arra  tisztan emlekszem amikor atvaltoztattak fava. Ezt az emleket akartam megrajzolni lefesteni, es soha sem sikerult. Tobbszor probalkoztam, de soha nem sikerult egy sem igazan jol. Ez az ami ugymond a legkozelebb all ahoz amire emlekszem. Azt mondtam magamnak amikor ezt a rajzot befejeztem, hogy csak akkor fogom magam festonek erezni ha sikerul azt a kepet ami a fejemben van, megalkotni. Meg nem jott el az a nap.

I had a very strange dream and this drawing was made because of that. My dream was about a beautiful girl who charmed every man by her looks, but she was charmed as well. She thought that she was perfect and that she should have the perfect man to be happy with. But when she found him, she was already to greedy and full of herself, and she drove him away. Because of this she was punished by the Gods, turned into a tree and put on a deserted hilltop. I don’t remember clearly the dream because it was more then 10 years ago, but I still remember the image when she was turned into a tree. This is what I wanted to draw down, to paint, but sadly I could not do it. This drawing is the closest to that image that is still in my head. When I finished this drawing I said to my self, that if I ever manage drawing or painting this scene exactly as I remember it, from that day I shall cal myself a painter. That day still hasn’t come.

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